The Notion of Regret

aren't we allowed to make mistakes in life? i've had blunders after blunders after blunders but i think im still turning out fine. hate it when my past, attempts to play catch up, if my reputation precedes me as a don juan, so be it. can't help it if ever in a certain point of time in your life, i've fallen for anyone or vice versa. its the notion of reciprocation, it takes two hands to clap for every issue out there. can't help it if i ever were an eager beaver filled with love, out there in this world, so desperate to love and be loved in return. for me, it was completely possible to fall in love and out of it easily, given seconds, minutes, hours, days and that i could never be on my own. (but i've tried and well its about partitioning my school and social life)

concurrently,

i've the hottest girl i can ever snag. and that does not imply her being a trophy gf or something. its just an isolate physically-inclined comment that i have been dying to spew out. and i don't want to even talk about all her other virtues because that will make everyone else fall deeply in love with her. i'm selfish by nature you see. but watch out, the whine-o-meter is 20/10 in an enclosed room but thankfully in public its almost non-existant haha. i love you fluffy bear, stop picking at the bits of salmon stuck between my teeth.

gotta brace myself for an influx of wedding invites, cos it seems many people in my social circle are getting hitched. I wonder when it'll be my turn.

its monday again and i've since stopped rooting for liverpool. at least until they take dalglish off and start doing something serious. besides losing seriously.