just kill me

the boys keep me sane. i have stopped being a social butterfly, party animal, late night owl, etc. All i really want is to spend 7 days a week with you, but out of the 7 days, at least 1/3 of a day, A DAY with them.is it too much to ask for? i'm so frustrated and stressed out by everything in life now, although academically everything seems to be working out fine. i'm just gonna freaking walk till my legs give way. thats HOW SCREWED UP MY HEAD IS NOW.