Somehow the airport inspires me. Just figured a marketing strategy. Will share it when I'm back. Vacation with Fluffball finally. I'm settled once again, guess alcohol really eats the sorrow away along with the pent up hulkness building in me.

just kill me

the boys keep me sane. i have stopped being a social butterfly, party animal, late night owl, etc. All i really want is to spend 7 days a week with you, but out of the 7 days, at least 1/3 of a day, A DAY with them.is it too much to ask for? i'm so frustrated and stressed out by everything in life now, although academically everything seems to be working out fine. i'm just gonna freaking walk till my legs give way. thats HOW SCREWED UP MY HEAD IS NOW.

i miss the dawg

Great night

Joshie's a wonderful person to turn to when you need multiply-varied and if I might add, colourful perspectives to face certain relationship conundrums. The key is to be able to recognize The things, people, goals in life that you prize, and perhaps by ranking them empirically. Certainly resonates with what ad was telling me about his business ethics studies, looking at the overall happiness / utilitarianism theory when you're caught in a dilemma. Everyone has different locks, but this key is surely a master key to them all.


And wangzai milk's a great way to kick start a great morning. Gonna start stocking this. Le shit is the bomb.

Hope sales will be better today so that the big bad wolf stops huffing an puffing at my door. But that's cool, I'm titanium after all

Famished

I'm so hungry cos I skipped dinner. And I couldn't really perform today, don't know if it's the crowd or if my style's being cramped. Heck it's pay day soon and I'll be off to Bangkok on Tuesday with fluffballz. Time to recharge!

saturdays

i dont really like the new blogger interface. but heck. its an awesome saturday morning after we woke up early to walk wolfie.caught up with my niece and nephew. and the dog still remembers me. =))))))))) i'll update again laters when pictures are up. a few more days to BKK woooohooo!

Final paper

Let's just say I didn't really make full use of the 4-5 days barrier to prepare. But life's too short for regrets. Just gonna pray my fluid writing pulls me through this otherwise 'content' based paper.

1 down

On 2nd thoughts it wasn't that bad after all. But it felt like I studied a whole chunk for nothing ballz.

FYI I left the hall early cos I wrote too fast till my palm's aching like madness. The last time I left out of desperation and futility was in year one, and the quitting has stopped since then.

And I just got back sim's paper. I have a funny affinity with Bs this semester, at least I'm not seeing any Cs or Ds yet *Choyyyy

I'm screwed

Not like this is the first time, but I'm screwed all over again. And it isn't gonna be the last time either. But.. How do you expect anyone to really memorize an entire book full of strange language acquisition concepts? Apart from a few grammatical errors I picked up from the book, some stuff in it were just fundamentally wrong. In my opinion at least. Cantonese is a dialect where it's written form is the same as mandarin, pronunciation is different.

The innatist, behaviorist and interactionist concepts are so strange because, all the research done and claims made are hypotheses. I have a feeling that to do well for this paper, it's gonna involve good old smoking through. Cept that you gotta smoke in the "right" direction.

Okay it's the complete opposite situation this time round though cos I'm dying to have a go at my hist papers.

Fluffy is coming over for GG5 laters, I really can't wait to see her and hug her. Arghhhh max

Dry your tears with love

its like however hard i try to introduce permutations into my blog entries, its increasingly reflecting my personal life and thoughts rather than how i envisioned it to be like.

by the way, i woke up in cold sweat cos my dream revolved around fluffball leaving me. it was so real oh gosh. and here i'm at ecp starbucks with neil and chua, trying to salvage whatever information i can gather from a very boring book. its exams tmrw but yea i'm not really feeling nervous though. no really.

exams

2 more days to the start of it. but i strongly believe what is fueling me through this, apart from the sinful macs breakfast, is the BKK getaway with fluffy like almost right after exams. adrian (smu) finishes his papers on the 24th. yours truly, 25th. And the rest of our beloved folks from SIM, one month later ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha! okay push on!

i love you fluffy i really do,

if you can open my chest and see my heart,

you'll find that it really beats for you.

melt me all over again and again

anyway this is the OST for a richie ren and sammi cheng movie, Summer Holiday which i chanced upon on channel 50 miotv while trying to get through the last few chapters. can you imagine how we'll be like when we are old? I dunno but I'm sure we'll be travelling around the world, wrinkly hands upon each other's <3

i want the cat

fluffy and i are so in love with this cat that we actually go to his fb page so many times just to look at the cat album. the owner got nothing much to look at you see. HA HA HA HA HA.

meet tommy, fred's persian cat that he has left in thailand. what for?! and there's some picture of tommy somewhere, with his fur shaved and him looking absolutely pissed off. alright in future when we have our own place, an orange persian cat with very "dulan" features is a must have. <3



this song is so old school, and yes i'm way happier than i used to be. almost foolishly but just saying, that i will ever be.

What a night

Funny how a night progressed till like this, but I'm just glad I got my friends to cover my ass. Jon and Ad, machiam like ally and aj. Mink's crew was very professional ystd, kudos to them. But your female "manager" leaves much to be desired, for fcking trying to instigate a fight. Glad my friends didn't have to bail me out, and the most 怨望 award goes to ad who got punched for nothing. Thankfully my other self didn't get the better of me, or I might actually be behind a lock-up today.

This is pretty random but I have a gf who can take all my shit, and still look me in the eye telling me she loves me.well guess what, I love you very much too.

Finally

I'm a slacker, procrastinator wearing my aviators but I'm certainly no researcher. With the stupid research paper out of the way, I'm ready to go full swing for my exams next week. But as of now, time for some much needed fluffy time!

Ignored. Great.

At least there's Totoro on tv

havnt slept since . . .

thinking back, many thanks to those who ever left me to die, so that i might learn a lesson or two. that i did. and sorry to those who were there 24/7, for your efforts rarely paid off. but its always appreciated, even if my mouth doesn't speak it, my heart does.

no i'm not venturing into the 'what-ifs' and 'what-nots' now. glad to be in my shoes now actually, did i mention i steered clear of trouble this semester? glad that the people around me don't have much expectations of each other so its a lot easier and natural getting along.

Ooo someone just tried to hack my accounts lol!

Anyway trip's confirmed! Can't wait for exams to be over. This time I'm heading to bangkok with fluffy. It's a place of many memories for me, coming across a cobra at home and watching my mom throw pots and pans at it, no literally, when I was a small boy. Those days when my smelly pillow was still in a yellow casing before it evolved to what it is today.

I'm gonna try this holiday without a single wee bit of clubbing involved. Let's see how this goes.

One more assignment

I'm gonna get some good rest tonight. Cause I need to finish up the last research paper for this semester by this week. Suddenly my other term paper looks like shit but I don't really care anymore. My eyes are so heavy, my soul feels like its drifting from my body.

Anyway if you have time you ought to grab a copy of the new paper today before noon sports edition. Look at the last page and laugh at the silly fans who dissed us Singaporeans. Might I add, Malaysia is like god knows how many positions away from us in the international corruption gauge thingy. And its an unspoken trait in a majority of them to be racist. LOL. But it's okay cos it reflects others in a more positive light. At least the others don't do nothing all day and wait for government handouts. Notice the ob markers I'm taking great pains to avoid.

Bersih 3.0? Bull shit 3.0.

Great Day suddenly

just when i stepped out of her office earlier before tutorial (i wanted to confront death earlier cos it was hay-wiring my psyche) i was dreading receiving my termpaper. she was very annoyed by my sloppiness in the paper (and yes she wanted to see me about my term paper), with consistent errors in my citations etc. i asked her if i failed it and she didnt want to say anything cos all the papers were down in the tutorial room. she asked me some questions about my health and yea dismissed me after that for tutorial.

at the beginning it was really scary because she was like )&*^^&(*%^(%&(^%*( this batch of term papers are not good. Average grade is a C and some of you even got Ds. Moderations will depend on the final grade given, and in consideration of tutorial participation (of which i should get a full) and so with that i was expecting a D. cos previously i asked her if i even got a C or i failed, judging from the immense displeasure on her face in her office. but but but but but but

trolled to the max. i thought i jizzed in my pants when i saw a B+. But to be honest before she hauled me in I was expecting an A. but all thanks to the disabling of words spell check, the errors pissed her off and she gave me a B+. OMG *Jumps for joy. all the various "good intro, good effort, good closure, etc" didnt seem real.

okay back to reality and to stop gushing over the shocker. i have another term paper to finish by today and i'm sure i can get an A+ for this.

Liverpool why your season not reviving like mine?

Bad day

Although its a good thing that El Classico is still very much possible in the CL, here's a few reasons why it's gonna be a horrid day for me.

1) I have to see Dr Rahil after tutorial today and I hope it's not about the term paper. Anything else but that please. I have been a good boy, if you look at my history, one thing for sure is that assignment wasn't last minute as in last minute. -radin gave me like from 12-3 to complete my term paper. Certainly wasnt proud of it but I did it.

2) I'm so beat, yes and so is everyone. Just as you're gonna snigger, " my problem right?" then get out of my blog lol. cos "my problem, right?"

3) fluffy has gone home. But it might not entirely be a bad thing cos I need to submit another assignment by 12pm tmrw. Don't we wish it's post exams?

4) some American man sitting next to me giving a rather loud critique of erm possibly a student's language acquisition and development. Oh farang.

5) I don't think I can go for a hair cut anytime soon. This hairstyle is so heavy argh.

Funny stomach

2 more days to Indian essay submission. And all I really wanna do now is crash at home to an extreme adorable ensemble of gf and pillow an bed and blankets

prinya will touch no drop of alcohol from now on.

we so sticky like glutinous rice ballz

with ah drain at smu and yes, i finally got some assignments done. haha its a really conducive place. and now i'm tryna scam some of the ballers into coming down. okay i'm missing fluffball once again. its always like this, everytime we part i feel so out of sorts and cranky.

neil is coming to find us for dinner. which brings me to an interesting discovery thats really quite fun and funny to use.

for those of you who always don't know where to eat, or want to grab a simple beer at any where but don't know where, just head to

http://www.wherethefuckshouldigotoeat.com

the interface is easy to use but it can still be improved though. thanks to felicia for sharing this on facebook. Its so dumbed down that even I.T virgins should not have much difficulty accessing this. this is not limited to singapore, you can even try typing guangzhou china they will recommend places to eat/drink LOL!

i'm so inclined to bitch about work frustrations but then again embedded gender power structures predisposed me to a helpless, vulnerable position leaving my bits to the vultures for the taking.

looking for the streak of blue in this vulture's head

LIVERPOOL PLS DONT LOSE TO NEWCASTLE TONIGHT. andy caroll, its time for you to shine. you're playing against your old team. prove your worth.

this is so wrong from head to toe. apple was since 1976. and blackberry (er who gives a shit about RIM?)

lets not talk about the league positions. but liverpool has scored no more than 1 goal in 11 of their last 20 away-matches. lose this tonight im officially crossing over to the blue side, not in merseyside.(who gives a shit about everton?)