feeling sick like . . . nobody's business

wednesday is officially the most detested and ridiculous day of this new semester. fancy making my way down just for 1 stupid lesson from 830 to 930. but the saving grace is that this module is actually rather interesting considering my love for ancient chinese/japanese origins. in case you're in the dark about this, i'm a hardcore sangoku fan. BUT BUT BUT spare me all that talk of a particular race of people originating from a Sun goddess, especially when i don't even subscribe to the christian notion of humans descending from adam and eve. no disrespect intended but to me, humans and human efforts > intervention of any god.

and just to add, i've been puking a bit lately, maybe its my stomach subconsciously resisting the intake of rubbish food whatsoever. but i'm actually praying for the reoccurrence of my kidney stones saga to bring about a 10kg weight loss.



a few more hours to fluffy. *fast forwards






somehow i dont know why i never thought of performing this for hall events. there's zilch opportunities for it now and oh well lets just enjoy it original.

technically my first day of school

i'm so not used to this. waking up real early to travel half the island's distance just to get to school. it seems as if 3 months just passed by without biding farewell. 

apparently i'm supposed to send in an audition clip for this _________ thingy introduced by a good friend. and that if it takes off i can finally move on in my life. but then again that isn't quite exactly what i want now.

what i really want now is to get my ass back home tucked in bed and with the aircon at full blast. 

i'm a defeated man once again. what wrong did i commit by choosing to walk the path of silence? 

我终于知道内疚

this song is perfect for emo-ing, not that I have any reason to do so currently. been on my replay for several times already and never fails to make my hair stand.

teach me how to blog cos i lost it all

and finally the rest of my buddies from SIM are thoroughly done with all their examinations. except jon if he accepts the l.s.e offer for his masters.

and 4 of them gave me a mega-surprise, with a ticket to taiwan to celebrate my 24th. wow. i'm quite speechless but fluffy didn't appreciate that though. so i'll be going off on the 14th of june till the 19th. and then . . . . . .

feels like i'm being chased back into the forest. good night forest friends.

Love

Picked this up from a book. That men need to be physically loved before they can commence on emotional love, whereas it's the complete opposite for women. Do you agree?